Rabu, 07 September 2011
Jumat, 02 September 2011
Minggu, 24 Juli 2011
Minggu, 26 September 2010
it's all started when they were kids
and then the puppy love starts to grow
then like any other couples in love will do, they got married
the fairytale continues..
until their hair turns into white
people say that age doesnt really matter when it comes into love. but yes, it does.
Ellie leaves the world first, so that Carl's alone now
but their simple life will always be the adventure that Carl won't forget
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it... I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
~Well, it's taken from one of my favourite movies, Ten Things I Hate About You. I've watched this movie zillion times, but I never get bored of it.
And that's just what's happening to me now. It's not that i dont like my new world, it's fun and i'm so excited to see what's coming next in my life. But the previous world is just so cozy and comfortable, so that i still miss it over and over again. I will always pick my hometown rather than the new place. Cause my hometown is full of familiar faces that i will always miss.
But now i know that is just a matter of time to be comfort in this new place i'm in. Because even babies can do it, then so can I.
Minggu, 19 September 2010
Then Dina answered "masuk UI." then the seller "oooh! hebat hebat! ini yg cowok masuk UI juga?" "iyaa." and then the seller asked again "kalo ini yang satu lagi?" i knew that she was talking about me, but the minute i was trying to answer that question, Dina answered "dia masuk UI juga"
I didn't say anything again after that. i dont know why, maybe i was so sensitive back then, but i felt touched by what she did to me. remember, i was so down when it happened, i was questioning my ability to get accepted in UI. so, every support that i get from anyone would mean a lot to me.
Well, i had been studying everyday until it was the time for UMB test. it was my second chance to get in to UI. i got the confidence back cause i studied very hard. but when the announcement day came, again i got a bad news. i didnt got in. i was rejected again. you could never know how down i was back then. also knowing that SNMPTN would be held a week from then, and it was my last chance and i hadnt prepared anything for that test.
I lost my spirit to study again, but then thanks to my friends, and also my teacher, they supported me. Raihan and Dina, they sent me messages via bbm, the text showed how much they supported me. i was gonna post in here in my blog, but then i decided to keep it personal. but after i read that texts, i started to study again.
And then, finally, good news! i got in to UI! and that was not just because of me, it was all because of the people behind me that keep supporting me when i was so doubtful about myself. so all i want to say is thank you, thank you for believing me. you guys have seen my best while i was at my worst. and for that, i owe you big time. so once again, thank you!
Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010
"Kacang Garuda...." "Adhikaraaa!"
"Sapta Garuda........" "Adhikaraaaa!"
Jumat, 30 Juli 2010
when you think about it all day in a very very bad day
A home is a home,
when you wanna get out of it on your holiday
A home is a home,
when you can see people who annoy you so much
but you know you can't live without em
A home is a home,
when it's the first place you wanna be when someone make you sad
A home is a home,
and you don't need the big one to suit yourself,
cause wherever your family and friends around,
then you're at home.
Besok udah hari pertama kuliah buat gue, dan sejujurnya sangatlah tidak siap dan sangatlah malas. kenapa setiap gue udah merasa nyaman dengan suatu lingkungan, malah harus pindah dan mulai dari awal lagi? yaa namanya juga nasib deh. tapi sejujurnya gue belom merasakan feel mau kuliah, apalagi ngekos, karena gue akan ngekos juga. rasanya kayak masih sekolah aja. bangun pagi mepet-mepet, pake seragam, abis itu ketemu temen-temen yang udah dikenal. hmm tapi ya harus berusaha adaptasi lagi, mau ga mau.
Dan satu hal yang sangat berat untuk ditinggalkan adalah teman-teman. huhuhu sedih banget inget sebentar lagi akan pisah-pisah, dan emang udah ada yang pergi ke luar negri dan ke luar kota. raras, tetangga baik gue yang selalu bersedia memberikan tebengan mobil dan ngajarin berenang, udah ke bandung. dan sebentar lagi, tissa, teman menyebalkan yang sebenarnya kusayang (haha) mau ke jogja. dan ada banyak lagi temen-temen yang harus diucapkan salam perpisahan.
Sebenernya ga tau tujuan dari nulis post ini apa, cuma pengen berbagi cerita tentang perpisahan yang sbntr lagi terjadi. tapi ya udahlah ga usah terlalu dipikirin. friendship isn't about being unseparatable, but it's about being separate and nothing's changed.
Sabtu, 06 Februari 2010
this is Britney that i like
and this? it's like her anti-Britney
do i sound feminist?haa well i'm not.i just want to write about my thoughts, and it's about changes. everyone will change, won't them? and therefore, we should all be prepared. be prepared to face the changes in life. because like some random quote i know, one thing that stays forever is changes. i do change too, i can't tell it specifically but generally i change.
so if we don't know whether the changes that's going on in our life is for better or for worse, how do we know the way to make a good choice? well i guess we just don't know. we just have to do it, because change is natural, it happens all the time. so don't afraid to make a decision. because life will still go on, just get ready to face it.
Senin, 25 Januari 2010
Another example is American Idol. i always love this show. if you are the kind of person who thinks that this show is crap or an equation to junkfood, well you're wrong. this, i can guarantee, because i take a lesson from this show. a very good one, i suppose.
do you know the audition part in American Idol? that is it. from that part, i see a lot o people, and i mean a loooooaaadddd, who's willing to give everything, not just anything, but everything, to chase their dreams. they'd die for it. even a person with a really bad bad voice, he dares to hummilliate himself in front of the judges, and in front of million people too. just to chase that little tiny chance to get his actual dream.
so when i watch it, i realise that you have to chase your dream, even with a very very tiny chance that you will get it. never say you can't do something before you try it. because you never know your own ability to do something new. maybe you're born to do it. well, who knows right? so you better shout it out loud, that even if i'm a geek, i dare to dream big!
Rabu, 30 Desember 2009
well, but you still have to do one thing, never give up your hope!
Jumat, 30 Oktober 2009
Jumat, 04 September 2009
"oh my feet won't touch the ground
when i see you're comin around
please don't bring me down
won't you stay here with me safe and sound?"
hahha please don't think of me as a very "blue" person after you read that.
Jumat, 28 Agustus 2009
it is a way of having fun.
it is never boring.
it is something i would really love to do.
it is something that somehow become my hobby.
it is tiring,but i enjoy it.
it sometimes become the only reason i go to school.
it is something i always look forward to.
it always cheer me up.
and i miss it already
when you want something to be happened perfectly,
then you pray to God to answer your pray
so it will come true,
sometimes He doesn't answer it the way you asked.
he answers it in a much better way
that you never expect before.
Kamis, 13 Agustus 2009
one time, i think about all of the awkward moments i've been through.i'm sure you know what i'm talking about.for example,when you just meet someone new.sure it will be awkward after you say hello and you introduce yourself.then the water runs dry,and you will find yourself finding something to distract your attention.usually it's the mobile.
the other awkward moment is when you're with someone you know,but you don't know him/her well.you just know his/her name and then that's it.you try to find something to talk about,or you wait for him/her to talk first.usually a person like me will choose the second option.but this kind of thing maybe will lead somewhere.if you find something you both like,or you both hate,then the conversation will go on and on.then you'll find out later that you've found a new friend
the other type of awkward moment is the first date.well,maybe it just happen to some people.you know,when you first go out or even just walk together with someone you have a crush on.it could happen because you are so nervous to talk to someone you like,or it could be just because you don't have anything in common with that person,though you like him/her a lot.so it's kind of hard to find someone you really have common with and you like.so lucky you if you find that person.
well,im not intentionally make this blog to be a girly romantic blog,but if you find that my blog is like that and you don't think it's good or maybe you think it's crap,then pardon me.
Senin, 03 Agustus 2009
Senin, 27 Juli 2009
hahaa gue baru nonton public enemies nih, dan jadi pengen aja nulis di blog gara-gara pengen berbagi cerita tentang si johnny depp a.k.a john dillinger.
sebenernya cerita filmnya biasa aja,karena udah banyak yg ceritanya kayak gitu,tapi katanya ini based on a true story lho.jadi ada si pencuri bank yang udah mahir banget,namanya john dillinger. terus dia punya pacar gitu,udah gitu dia dikejar2 polisi kan pastinya,makanya judul filmnya public enemies.tapiiiii meskipun doi penjahat karena dia nyuri uang, tapi dia baik gitu. karena dia sangat loyal sama teman2nya,dan dia juga ga pernah ngebunuh orang.daaan dia juga sering so sweet gitu sama ceweknya.hahahaa
salah satu adegan favorit gue,yang pasti banyak orang juga suka adalah waktu si john ngajak ceweknya pergi bareng dia buat kayak travelling gitu, terus cewenya ngomong kalo dia ga tau apa-apa tentang john dillinger,makanya dia ga mau ikut sama si john.lalu dia ngomong gini
john : I like baseball, movies, good clothes, whiskey, fast cars... and you. What else you need to know?
setelah si dillinger ngomong gitu,ceweknya luluh deh!pokoknya gara2 nonton film ini,gue tambah suka deh sama johnny depp.meskipun sbnrnya gue udah lama mengidolakan dia,tapi skrg jadi tambah tergila-gila.padahal perannya aneh-aneh,jadi bajak laut bau ga pernah mandi dan selalu keliatan kayak mabuklah,atau jadi willy wonka yang aneh gitu, atau jadi pembunuh psikopatlah,tetep aja keren.
Jumat, 26 Juni 2009
Sabtu, 20 Juni 2009
*not based on a true story
Senin, 15 Juni 2009
it's not because it just happened recently,but it's because it is the moment when practically everybody in that place shared their thoughts,their stories,and their feelings(hehe) at that time.and another one good reason is that's the bonfire that my friends made,it's not made by my teachers,or by someone i don't know,it's made by my friends and i mean this literally.
we made it since it just the woods untill the fire came up,and i must say that it's not easy.first,it was raining.so,we had to wait till the rain stopped.then,we gathered around and tried to light up the fire.when we poured the gas,there was just a little fire,not the big fire like our wish.so we tried to find another thing to light up the fire even more.we used dito's axe-it's a perfume-,but still it's too little.we can't call it bonfire if it was just that little.then there we were,trying to find another thing.we burned tissues but nothing happened.we almost canceled the bonfire,and we said such things like "katanya anak ipa,tapi ga tau cara nyalain api" or "aduh coba bisa kayak hermione,bisa nyalain api terus dibawa2 di botol".some of us were dissapointed when the fire didn't work,so we kept trying to light it up.
then i had an idea,maybe a stupid one,but i didn't care,so i said to my friends "eh kalo minyak kayu putih bisa ga?".then my friends laughed,i already predicted it.but one of them asked me to took it.so i took it,and i handed it over to my friend.he poured a little of it first and kabooooom,the fire was bigger than ever,but still not big enough.we "hurrraaaaaayed",well at least we found thing that could light it up.and then my friend do the stupid thing.he threw the bottle away!i mean,we still need it to light up the fire because the fire wasn't big enough.and there was more in the bottle to make the fire bigger,but he threw the bottle away,so then we didn't have anything to light it up.hahahaha get it?
after that,we all had no idea anymore.in that desperation to make a bonfire,my friend had an idea.he took his skybattle towel and he twisted it around and around.and then there it was,slowly but sure the fire became bigger and bigger.so we "hurrraaaaaayyeeed" again now that we could make a bonfire.and it turns out to be my most favorite and memorable bonfire in my life.
so after that,we woke up some of our friends who were still asleep,it was about midnight i guess,i didn't remember the time percistly.so i sang "wake up everyone,how can you sleep at time like this?" to my friends who were still asleep.i know i didn't have a good voice-i admit it- and maybe that was why they were awake.hahahaha.
then,we gathered around the bonfire and shared our thoughts.thoughts about our class,our friends,and our experience,and also some of my friends took pictures.one by one,my friends talked about how they felt about our class,including me.i also told them how happy i was to be in this class.and i was surprised by some of them,because it was almost everybody that was in that place shared their stories.and i guess,it was their really really deep and true feelings.for example,i never thought that one of them was scared of not being accepted by us.i never knew it,untill then.so we talked along,untill it was about 3 in the morning.the time just run so fast when you're happy.after that we sang a song together.oh ya,i wanna tell you that some of my friends,when they were talking,they cried..so i guess,it was really really one moment that was so precious to share.i really wanted to cry too,but i couldn't.i was laughing sooooo out loud with my friend,tissa.i didn't know why we were laughing while the others were crying,but it just happened.hahahah i guess,we always find something to be laughed about.after that,we sang a song.it was "ingatlah hari ini" by project pop.heeem,it was a moment in my life that felt like a movie.and there it was,tissa and i cried.while everybody stopped crying,we cried.hahahah i do not know why.and it just felt like a movie again,when somehow after we sang that song,the fire burned down.ahhahauah can you call it a coincidence?don't think so.
well,that's all.that is my greatest,my best,my most favourite,and most memorable bonfire ever in my life.
*thankyou all for giving me that precious moment to share
*and sorry for my terrible english hehehe
Minggu, 14 Juni 2009
whhheeheeeeeeewww!gue baru kira kira satu jam yang lalu balik dari puncak.kan ada acara perpisahan kelas gitu deeeeeh.dan wwwhoaa ternyata seru sekaliii!meskipun mungkin kalo lo satu sekolah sama gue,dan melihat kondisi kelas gue dari waktu ke waktu,lo akan melihat betapa suramnya kelas gue.kayaknya kelas gue itu THE REAL IPA dibanding kelas2 ipa yg lain.pelajaran pa nasuki,sibuk ngerjain soal.pelajaran pak arifin,hening kayak kuburan (bingung kan,kok bisa bisanya pelajaran pa arifin hening?).pelajaran pak yusuf,tetep aja masih hening,tapi itu sih paling gara2 yang ngajar dia,dia kan punya suatu efek yang membuat orang-orang yang dengerin dia pas dia lagi ngomong,diserang rasa kantuk yang ruaaaar biasa.dan yaah mungkin emang begitu,tapi ga apa apa kok.karena ada sesuatu yang jauh lebih penting dari itu semua.hewheewwhew,kayaknya gue bakal kangeeen banget sama kelas gue yang ini.sebenernya kelas gue biasa aja,bukan kelas yang paling ribut (pastinya),bukan kelas yang paling heboh,bukan kelas yang paling berisik,bukan kelas yang paling paling paling deh pokoknya.tapi ga tau kenapa dan ga tau sejak kapan,gue mulai sukaaaaa banget sama kelas gue, meskipun kadang yaaa suka kesel kesel juga dikitlah sama beberapa orang,tapi kan itu wajarlah yaa.sebenernya ga usah jadi kelas yang paling berisik atau kelas yang paling heboh buat bikin lo merasa nyaman di kelas lo,tapi yang dibutuhkan itu sebenernyaaaaa apa ya,gue sendiri juga ga tau hehehee.gue pun ga pernah kepikiran sebelumnya kalo gue bisa ngerasa nyaman dan ngerasa bakal kangen sama kelas gue ini,yang penuh dengan orang-orang aneh yang bener-bener aneh maksud gue.freak mungkin lebih tepat.tapi sebenernya semua orang itu freak sih,ga ada yang ga freak.tapi ternyata dari waktu ke waktu,setelah mengalami banyak hal yang bikin gue kenal sama anak-anak di kelas gue,gue jadi semakin suka sama mereka(bener lhooo kata pepatah,tak kenal maka tak sayang.uehueuuahua hanya sekedar intermezo saja).dan sekarang setelah gue sadar gue telah melewatkan waktu satu tahun bareng mereka semua yang freak dengan cara mereka masing-masing,gue jadi pengen lagi sekelas sama mereka semua.tanpa terkecuali lhoo.(sekedar intermezo lagi,ternyata bener juga kata pepatah yang lain,you'll never know what you got till it's gone,heheheuha).ohya terus ada satu hal lagi yang bikin gue ngerasa dua hari di puncak bareng mereka yang baru saja gue lewatkan,adalah dua hari yang udah ngasih banyaaaaak banget cerita cerita baru ke hidup gue.hal itu adalah kita sebenernya punya beberapa tempat tujuan yang niatnya pengen kita datengin pas lagi di puncak,salah duanya (heheh bener ga sih) adalah pergi ke curuk dan cimori.tapi ternyata ga jadi karena berbagai macam alasan.daaan ternyata dengan kita cuma di main-main di villanya prilly aja,udah nyenengin banget.meskipun kerjaannya tuh kalo ga nonton dvd serem yang bikin rumah penuh dengan orang-orang yang jejeritan,main ayunan sampe mabok(gara-gara tissa,ngajakin main ayunan dari matahari belom terbit sampe mataharinya udah tinggi),berenang sampe menggigil,bbq-an sampe perut mau meledak gara-gara stok daging yang superduper banyak,ngabisin cemilan(khusus buat ini gue ga ikutan,biangnya tuh sebenernya intan),main sama si kelinci yang ternyata manja sama semua orang yang baru kita beli,main twister sampe paha kram(i mean this literally), atau cuma duduk-duduk di teras aja ga membuat kita bosen sama sekali.you can find fun everywhere,as long as you get your best buddy anywhere(hahahahha itu baru kata-kata yang gue bikin sendiri).tapi bener kan?mau ngapain aja,kalo ngelakuinnya bareng temen-temen lo,pasti bakal kerasa berkali-kali lipat menyenangkannya dibanding kalo ngelakuinnya sendirian.yaaah pokoknya juntrungan dari semua hal yang gue tulis kali ini adalah gue sayaaaang sekali sama kelas gue.
somewhere between all our laughs,long talks,stupid little fights,and all our jokes,we became good good friends
Senin, 08 Juni 2009
i'm not saying that i'm the biggest fan of john mayer,but check out these meaningful lyrics from a song that called "daughters"..
Rabu, 03 Juni 2009
tiba tiba lagu ini terngiang di kepala gue,semuanya asal muasalnya gara gara keluarga gue.begini ceritanya.kan gue lagi main internet dari tadi,dari sore sampai sekarang ampe kepala pusing mau muntah tapi tetep aja ga berhenti berhenti main.sementara kakak gue yang baru pulang langsung ke kamarnya setel radio,udah gitu dia keluar nyalain teve.kalo nyokap gue sih lagi di kamarnya gatau ngerjain apaan.pokoknya kalo lagi jam jam segini biasanya nyokap gue lagi sibuk berkutat dengan kertas kertas gitu deh,kayaknya sih tagihan2 listrik,air,dan sebagainya.dan kalo bokap gue lagi main bulutangkis.terus lagu ini bikin gue mikir,apa gara-gara teknologi yaa keluarga gue jadi sibuk dengan urusannya masing-masing sendiri?contohnya gue yang lagi make internet,kan internet perkembangan teknologi.kakak gue,dengerin radio abis itu nonton tv,teknologi juga.nyokap gue,sibuk ngurusin tagihan listrik,teknologi juga kan.palingan cuma bokap gue yang lagi asik main bulutangkis yang ga make teknologi.tapi abis main bulutangkis biasanya dia langsung nonton starsports atau ga film2 di trans tv,teknologi juga kan?terus kapan dong waktu buat keluarga?waktu yang seharusnya kita habiskan bareng keluarga.ga kerasa waktunya habis buat kesibukan kita sendiri-sendiri atau gara-gara teknologi.
pagi pagi,bangun,mandi,terus siap-siap ke sekolah.pulang sekolahnya sore,abis itu kalo ga sibuk ngurusin buat sekolah palingan main internet atau nonton tv,terus tidur deh.bangun2 kayak gitu lagi.waktu buat keluarganya mana?bukannya gue anak yang kurang dapet perhatian atau apa ya,tapi gue jadi mikir aja.bukan mikir yang berat berat sih,cuma kepikiran aja sedikit,dan ini semua kepikiran gara-gara si lagu justin.ternyata bukan lagu atau hal-hal yang berat aja kan yang bisa bikin kita mikir,tapi lagu rap aja bisa bikin kita mikir.terus gue jadi inget waktu gue TO,gara gara ga boleh ada komputer,tv,atau bahkan sekedar hp pun,jadinya kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan (yang biasanya sangat jarang sekali terjadi pas TO) kita cuma bisa ngobrol,ngobrol,dan ngobrol sama temen serumah.yaaah meskipun kesannya kok menderita banget,tapi seru juga lho kalo dipikir-pikir.
but now we go to the different schools.and sometimes,distance and time can change your relationship.i haven't met her since a couple of months ago,and now i miss her.yeah,i do.loosing someone you usually spend your days with,gonna remind you all of the small things you've been through with her/him.even though the thing you remember's just a simple one.for example,i remember when i and she went to the cinema together but we watched different movie.i watched harry potter3,and she watched spiderman2.remember when those movies were in the cinema at the same time?that was when it happened.i am a harry potter big fan,and she is a spiderman's.so instead of watching it together,we decided to watch different movie.simple,but it makes you remember.
you know the quote that says "boys come and go,but friends stay"?(i don't know the exact quote,but at least that's the point).i think the right one for me is many people come and go in your life,but only true friend will leave the footprints in your heart.hahahhaa cheesy yea?but it's true,well at least for me.
Selasa, 02 Juni 2009
sebenernya ga ada yang mau diceritain juga sih,palingan cuma mau cerita kalo gue udah main THESIMS3 yeaaaaaaahhhh!daaan yang harus gue bilang adalah....biasa aja sebenernya.padahal tadinya gue udah mengharapkan sesuatu yang sangat spektakuler gitu pas main,taunya biasa aja.kayak the sims 2 gitu cuma lebih bervariasi aja.tapi sebenernya sih seru seru aja,cumaaaaa komputernya harus yang ram nya gede!kira kira 2 giga gitu menurut iman satrya putra the master of computer2an gitu.sementara komputer yang waktu itu gue pake(laptopnya syifa) sangatlah minim ramnya.engga juga sih,biasa aja sebenernya.jadinya loadingnya lamaaaaaa banget,sampe akhirnya gara gara gue sama syifa bosen nungguin,akhirnya kita makan dulu dech.yaah,tapi kalo masih penasaran yaaa coba aja sendiri